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Saturday, October 2, 2010

Memories flash back.
I still can't let go.
Whyyy

10:47 AM

Saturday, December 13, 2008

some stuff i type in computer while in italy=DD just posting around....

10 days trip to Italy ^_^’’

First day

Woke up in the morning about 8 am.
Blah blah blah…played wib my NEPHEW^^
Used computer…then went out to my bro’s house at abt 2.30pm.
There’s a van to pick us specially up at there…
Proceeded to airport..
GOSH!! ALL ARE COUPLE onli mii one little kid over there=.= so funny!!
NVM…brought the plane and FLY to Singapore changi airport terminal 3..
Omg it looks like vivo city=.= hahas
Started to sms friends ah….like zi xiu, wen yu. Amirah…Edwina..
Then wanna gib YUPING a surprise but…DAM she didn’t pick up my phone…
Not long later went up the plane AGAIN and fly abt 12 hours to italy=.= wtf!!
The plane trip was like shit!! Can’t sleep,,,watch like 4-5 movies T__T
I had been thinking abt her sia..=.= miss her like…DAM LOT…
Take care =DD

Second day

Reach Milan(italy) at abt 5 in the morning…
Waited for the ****ing luggage for so dam long….
Finally went out…outside..
OMG!! So cool..just blow air out, like mist!! COOL!hahas
Liked itt =p hahaaas
Board the bus..driver call LUCA!! BONJONO LUCA ( good morning/hi luca)
Hahas…went to some place..forgot wats the name=.= hahahas
Had the coffee here..i learnt something!!
Latte in Italy is milk onli^^ hahas
Then LUNCH!=]
Italy is so cool!!
Meal got 3 part…noodle for them is actually the first dish…not the main course =D
Then had beef?!?! I guess for the main..then tiramisu for desert^^
Next went to a church..its so dam big-,- lol
Had a lot talking..blah blah blah…
AND SHOPPING TIME!!!!!!!!
Went to LV…GUCCI…and MAC hahahaha
LV + GUCCI bought abt 10 different stuff-,- so much!
Then its night…so went back to hotel..
Lol first night slept with the tour guide=.=hahahas
But get to noe a lot stuff=p hahas
Take care tiffany..=D gosh miss u so much………..

Third day\

Morning 7.00am woke up…
Breakfast was alright…then board the bus at 8.30…
All the way on the bus…then lunch!!
Lunch was PIZZA…
Firstly soup then pizza…
Each person had abt 4 pizza…tats A LOT…
Can’t finish..lol
Next we went to look around at a dam dam old arena…
With a star coming out..its so nice..how I hope tiffany can see it..hahas
Next went to the Juliet’s house!!
Lolz there’s a nake Juliet…people say if u touch the boobs, it bring u good luck!!
Lolz but I didn’t touch it..of course!! Haha
Then there was a …sewing shop beside it..
They actually sew name on paper cards free for u!!,,,
I got 1 with tiffany name on it=pp hahahas
Gonna gib her one day!^^
After there was shopping time again..lolz
Next it was dinner time again..i guess we had Chinese food…pretty nice..hahas
Then bak to hotel…blah…slept at 11pm italy time….hahas
Take care everyone…tiffany’s birthday is coming…dam can’t online..haix….

Fourth day

Woke up same thing.,,7am
Then 8.30 get on the bus and proceeded to the boat..
Took the boat to another part …
It is something like a city on water…dam freaking cold….zZz
Then had tour around the city…wao..so nice..hahas
AND I CANT BELIEVE THERE IS BATA IN ITALY=.=…hahas
Then went around…then lunch time ^^
Had noodles again..forgot how to spell=,= hahas
Then went around again,,then the most fun part of the day..
On the boat,,,had a trip around on the water..so dam nice lah…
We even found a new type of fish…CONDOM!!!=.= hahas
Then shopping time again,,hahs
Had hot chocolate wib cream….so nice,,
Chocolate over here is ciocolate…I guess…haha
WTH…I then realize…it is 08/12/2008 in Taiwan at 5pm italy time
You noe wat day is this???
It is tiffany’s birthday!! Muhahhahas
But..wtf..can;t online, can’t call her..tell her happy birthday..
Wtf is this man…nvm at least I sang to her in advance=,=
But now again bah…
Happy birthday to you..
Happy birthday to you…..
Happy BIRTHDAY to TIFFANY><
Happy birthday to you,,,
Clap clap clap..
Make a wish again^^
Blow the candle..
And hope ur wish come true ^^ hahas
Ok…now 6pm leh…tat means it is 08/12/2008 in indo..
Happy birthday to tiffany again^^hahas.. I miss u so much!!
Then after tat…dinner time again,,wao!
Dinner was nice too =DD hahas…
And we are so rich,,,,we cook the whole freaking boat..
JUST TO GO BAK TO HOTEL=,-
Crazy…haha
Go bak hotel..sleep loh…

Fifth day

Its still tiffany’s birthday now..haizzz
Can’t say happy birthday is so…sosososososo wtf!!!.
Haix nvmmm…hope she will get it..hahaha
After breakfast..same old thing…board the bus at 8.30 and HEAD to the train station..
After a while board the FIRST CLASS train seat sia…hahaha quite nice =ppp hehe
Sit abt 3-4 hours and reach another station to have lunch and board another train..
Stupidly…I fall when trying to board the train=.= wtfff so painful…T_T
Now its still hurting T_T
Wao… now is 5pm italy time leh…tiffany’s birthday just ended…happy birthday to tiffany again..haha ^^
Haix…then proceeded the pisa slanted tower..lolz
After tat,,,walk around…kinda boring…suddenly saw a handcuff..
So cool.>< its metal one some more;…haha
Bought it at 5 euro which is abt 10 sin -,- ex sia..nvm!!
Then walk bak to the bus place..
Saw the Petrol station..
Wtfff the diesel…so ex…1 litre abt 1.1 euro =.= so ex loh….
Then by bus go to another place….shopping again..lolz
Went to look at wine…sis bought 2 bottle..wao..
Then eat…at 8-9..so late=.= same old thing….then hotel =DD
Showered leh..charge everything…start write this thingy…then sleep leh…hahas…
Good night everyone…
Tiffany…Take care,

Sixth day

Today woke up at 7…same old thing….then went to look at a church,,
Blah blah blah
Aiya skip to the lunch bah….
Had lunch at a Italian restaurant…
Got spaghetti again…haha XD
This few days I had been drink like a lot of wine…red wine..
Hahs so nice =pp love to drink…=pp
Then had steak with red wine…beef..
Somemore like totally red…=.= like not cook !!!
But its nice wib red wine..haha
Next went to buy some stuff….then some boring stuff…haha
Skip skip skip…
Dinner again XD
Dinner was at the resort we staying at tat night…
It was pretty nice…XD hahass
I love it….^^
Then bak to hotel room =DDD…
Gosh …I miss so many people….hope can online asap…hahas
Take care people…
Take care tiffany ^^

Seventh day

o.0 morning…today is the last day the driver luca wib us….
Nvm..haha XD
We went around…took picture…then wanted to go and look at the museum…but
Wtff…it is closed=.= for x’mas..D== nvm..hahas
Then we had lunch…
It is a rated lunch…claim to be very nice…but I dun think so loh…
I think yesterday deh dinner much better =D haha…
Then walk around…blah blah..
At late afternoon drive to Rome..
So dam long the trip…watched movie…ahaha..
Reach Rome leh dinner time..
The Chinese full not nice one deh loh…nvm..haha
After hotel again..gonna sleep here 2 nite..
But wtfff the aircon got prob..
No choice but to open window..but its cooling..=DD hahas
Gonna sleep leh…
Take care people..tiffany….

These days in italy I had been missing u lots…you miss me???

Eighth day

Early in the morning went to “another country” =.=
It is right beside Rome…
Which means you can have 1 leg in Rome 1 leg in another country name Vatikan
Hahas…
When around in tat small country abt 0.44 square kilometer/..
So small…next lunch is the same place as previous night’s dinner..
After tat went to a arena….
Quite nice lah…hahas
Then went to this place to make wishes…
I made 3 wishes =pp
First was tat whole family be healthy…
Second was hope me and tiffany’s study will be better…
Third was tat hope tiffany can live healthy and can patch=pp
Hope everything will come true=DD
Lastly…it is the best dinner I had=DD
Got musician…
Some more first dish was shell type,
Next is pizza…
Third is spaghetti…< best
Fourth is prawn fish =DD dam nice…
Last is desert…hahas
I think I drank 3 cup of wine, red wine…
And I drank wib the tour guide=p hahahas
So so so nice..XD
Then go bak hotel….
Then now writing..hahas gonna sleep soon
Tmr going bak to Taiwan leh…but wtfff…reach Singapore in the morning
Dun think got people awake…haha XD
Take care people…gonna sleep =DD
Take care tiffany ^^

Ninth day

Now currently at the hotel’s breakfast place..just writing around XD
Was helping people to transfer group photo=p
Gonna fly bak to Singapore and Taiwan later leh XD
Gonna sms like siao once again…hahas
Um…later then write somemore bah.. .XD

NO TENTH DAY XD

2:47 AM

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

um..i think i gonna post XD hahs
this is the sms tat i wanna send to her last mid night...at 12.36am...

i dun noe if u are able to receive this sms...but i just wan2 tell you. every night before i sleep i will think of you first...i had been liking you since the starting of the year, till now...and it will not change. During the short period is really the happiest part of my life. I had never seen so happy fefore...being with you is totally nth buy happy, smile on the face. The photo we took at escape, one and only photo when we are together, i look at tat photo to sleep, listening to the song you sent me,
i miss the time when i can call u dear,
i miss the time when i can sms u to sleep and good night,
i miss the time when i can say i love you to you.
I miss the time when you say i love you to me.
I miss the time when you ask me to be careful even though it is just a small basketball game.
I miss the time i cried on the mrt thinking tat we are gonna seperate.
I miss the time i cried during extra lesson thinking of you.
I miss the time i skip lesson just to take a look at you and lying to teacher that i overslept.
I miss the time when i can jump around happily tat we are together.
I miss the time taking care of you.
I miss the time me using my palm to block the sun for you.
I miss the time when i lean against the railing you tapping my head.
Tiffany..i really miss you alot...
Are you missing me too? Nah...dun think you will miss me this stupid and idiotic guy,
Happy time always pass very fast...
It is easy to pass the past, but it is hard to forget the past...

[Ck]
3rd december 2008 12.39am

8:12 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

40 BIG Secrets. Be honest no matter what !

[ONE] Who are your last three texts from? Tan Zi Xiu
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken? WHICH ONE??
[THREE]What is your middle name? Chung i guess=D
[FOUR]Your current relationship status? single =D
[FIVE] Does the person you like, like you back? idk leh...
[SIX] What is your current mood? missing tiffany....
[SEVEN] Whats your mum's name? Wu Ching Lan=DD
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing? blue...gonna sleep wib it =D
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? YA cause the last person is my nephew =DD
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something would you? OF course..alot!!
[ELEVEN] Do you have a crazy side? um..YUPP
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone? yeah..myself!
[FIFTEEN] Do you want to see somebody right now? ya...badly!!
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama? kk loh =D
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried? UM...forgot..oct tat time
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero? um/..dun noe leh =D
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first? The face? =D
[TWENTY-TWO] What’s your biggest secret? um..i dun have very big..all the same size=p
[TWENTY-FOUR] Where did you kiss the last person you kissed? just now in the living room=p
[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment? my saliva!
[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other language? hokkien=D
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell? um..secret!! hahahas
[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life? um..dun noe!
[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain? no.guess it will be a romantic one!!
[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain? kinda like it!
[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now? thinking,,stupid mei!!
[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing? chattting online!!
[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory? escape=D
[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to? the tv and my nephew's voice!!
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told i love you to? zi xiu,,as friend!!! hah
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Who was the last person you yelled at? my nephew for pulling my hair=D
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like? um..i guess so..
[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile? real smile is her...hahhahas =D
Tag 5 people to do this quiz:
1. ZI XIU!!
2. VIVIAN!!
3. FURLICIA
4. CAROL!!!
5. MY POOH=DD

3:39 AM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

1. How many texts are in your inbox?
umm..not sure bah..i think should be text from 23-26 oct

2. When did your last hug take place?
nver!

3. Are you a jealous person?
everyone does jealous!

4. Are you tired right now?
not really..bored!

5. Do you chew on your straws?
yupp!! always! hahs

6. Have you ever been called a tease?
not suree

7. Do you like to cuddle?
ok bahh

8. Do you cry easily?
kinda...onli sadd stuff and touching until my heart=p

9. Are you a heavy sleeper?
once heavy sleeper..not now!..hahas

10. Where is your cellphone?
at the dining table..no batt

11. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
yea...possible..maybe forever!

12. Are you mad at someone right now?
um..i guess so...a bit...

13. Do you believe in love at first sight?
not really...cause love a first sight u dun even noe the person u love the person..a bit funny huh?

14. What makes you laugh out loud?
my nephew and when i am out at escaape everytime...

15. Who was the last person you talked to?
my mummy...nagg me ask me do chinese!! grrrr

16. Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
i dun noe lehh...hahas

17. Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
i dun understand the meaning lehhh?

18. Will you get married?
obvious!! DUH!!~~!!

19. When was the last time you smiled?
just now playing wib my nephew? hahs

20. Does anyone like you?
i dun noe...

21. Do you secretly like someone?
not secretly..openly!lolz

22. Who was the first person you talked to today?
my sis..asking her wat is she doing!!

23. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
um..zi xiu, tifa =D hahas

24. What are you NOT looking forward to?
tmr caues i must do chinese again~!

25. Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
got 1 say i love u to me, i hope she meant it at tat time...

26. Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
walk away bah...not my problum anymore!

27. Are you a forgiving person?
yupp..but stoill got limit!

28. What's something you really want right now?
i wan itouch psp and new computer!!! and..i wan all my friends now!

29. Do you fall for people easily?
no!! iam not stick to 1..

30. Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex's ?
NO!! siao!

31. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
water!

32. Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
NO WAY!! i noe alot michelle but NON!

33. Who was the last person you drove with?
daddy mummy jiejie bah

34. How late did you stay up last night and why?
11++ bah..cause i can't sleep..keepthinking of her.;.=.=

35. If you could move somewhere else, would you?
in wat way of move..if is house i wanna move out of the hostel i am staying at NOW!!!...

36. Do you prefer to call or text?
text...call sometime nothing to talk abt=.=

37. When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
oct 25 on mrt..

38. Who took your profile picture?
no one...

39. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my family bah

40. Can you live a day without TV?
yeah...during school day i dun watch TV!

41. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
cheek

42. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
everywhere pain...

43. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
myself

44. How often do you see your ex?
not now lah...

45. Would you ever donate blood?
nope...hahs

46. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yeah.>< duh! maybe zi xiu yuping?

47. Do you want someone dead?
no...hahs i am kind deh!

48. What does your last text message say?
to zi xiu!
[hahs...i just read the post!! hahas..i'm not hardworking bah...there are 2 more homeworks comming uPPP!! hahas=X XP]]

50. What are you thinking about right now?
THERE IS NO no.49!!

51. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
yeah...of course!!

52. What time did you go to sleep last night?
11++

53. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?
i dun noe..is my dad's

54. Is someone on your mind right now?
yeah.thinking why is zi xiu not replyiung my sms!!..

55. Have you ever been in a hotel room with a friend of the opposite sex?
nver!! lolz

56. Who was the last person to text you?
zi xiu....internet sms! lolz

57. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
not reallly abh!

58. What are you listening right now?
the TV!!

59. Did you sing at all today?
yup...jay chou說好的幸福

60. When's the last time you cried?
...refer to no.37

61. Who were you with yesterday?
my parents nephew and sis

62. Do you miss anyone?
yeah...alot!!

63. Who was the last person in your bed?
me and my sis...i and my sis sleep tgt..=D

64. Have you ever drank with your number one?
dun get the QUESTION! if drank i drank before!!....

65. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
yupp...be straight forward bahh....but if she awnna keep to herself i dun mind..

66. Do you want someone you can't have?
yeahh

67. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?
sister just now...bro on monday bah

68. Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?
in my bed..asleep

69. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
maybe yes maybe no

70. Do you want to tell someone something?
yeahh..ALOT

Bonus question. Who do you want to tag?
zi xiu...vivian...cheryl mei=D

4:38 AM




4:38 AM



this is the second quiz...hahas didn't do last time so do now bahh!! stupid furlicia!! hahaas=ppp

Q. Do you have secrets?
OBVIOUSLY.

Q. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
HEY!! i'm not gay...

Q. Do you enjoy going to school?
yupp..staying at home is BORING!!

Q. What would you do with a billion dollars?
buy houses car!! and some initial D machine and put at home =DDD

Q. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
yupp...did before!..XP

Q. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
BOTH

List out your 15 favourite songs:
怪胎
快一點
because you live
alone(jap)
love love love(jap)
love to be loved by you
愛我別走
非你莫屬
說好的幸福
when you're gone
the rest dun noe leh...forgotten! has

Q. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i will wait..if i really like the person..i am willing to wait..

Q. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
yupp!! school and early in the morning at mrt!

Q. What makes you angry?
nothing much bahh?

Q. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
working and...having children bah?

Q. Who is currently the most important people to you?
EVERYONE AROUND ME

Q. What is the most important thing in life?
sleep eat

Q. Single or attached? If attached, who?
single~~~

Q. What is your favourite colour?
black, white, blue..

Q. Would you give all in a relationship?
yeah...

Q. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one tat i reallly love!

Q. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing someone has done?
shouldd be..

Q. What do you really want now?
go to schoooL!

5 people I have tagged,
cheryl yew ( mei), vivian, zi xiu, the rest anyone can do =D

hahas heres the second QUIZ!! lolz...there is 1 more comming up
i gues...the quizzes shall be my POST!! hahaahas=p

12:29 AM